you would think that after a year of roleplaying on tumblr, i would be better at this sort of thing, but everytime i reach a milestone like this i’m still speechless at the number of people who choose to follow my blog and like my portrayal of dean winchester. i know i’m not the best, or the most active, but i just want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for just being here and willingly putting up with my slow butt. i hit 400 followers recently, even though i haven’t been doing much of anything, and i figured another one of these things was long overdue. this is in no particular order, and i know i’m probably forgetting a few (or a lot of) people and i’m so sorry if i do— but just know that if i follow you, i probably adore you automatically.
optimisticyellowcrayon: [[I think I've probably said this before but I adore your music for Dawn.]]
I think you have too, but thank you again anyways!! tbh she has the character playlist I’m the most fond of, so it makes me happy to know that you like it too <3
I would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | I dislike you or you annoy me. | I would like to get to know you better. | I pity you. | you confuse me. | I feel indifferent towards you. | I would be friends with you. | I would fight by your side. | I would hug you or hold your hand. | I would kiss you. | I would sleep with you. | I would lie for you. | I would protect you. | I would fall in love with you. | I would kill for you | I respect you. | you are my family. | I don’t know you.
I can’t believe there is 700 of you. You all make playing Buffy so freakin’ amazing. I want all the plots and threads with all of you. No seriously if you are on here, I wanna love on your character for ever coz you are all amazeballs. Like i’m blown away by all of you.
✞ — Oh wow. I’m just so honored that all of you of you are following me and (hopefully) enjoy my portrayal of Buffy. I gotta be honest and say I originally made this blog for an amazing friend, so I could spend more time with him. (And good call that was because he’s my boyfriend now and has been for nearly four months. I love you, handsome.) So I really never expected to get over 20- or something followers, and look at you guys now. There’s over ten times that many. I just don’t know what to say. I’m so thankful for each and every one of you. And even if we don’t RP or even talk elsewhere, I love you too and you can always come to me for anything.
“I’m aware she isn’t truly my daughter but that makes no difference to me. I still love Dawn as if I’ve been calling her my pumpkin belly her entire supposed life. I wish she would understand how I’ll always have room for her in my heart, how I’ll still love her as one of my own. For those who don’t see any different then all the better. For those who use the difference against her, then all the worse for them. It doesn’t matter how she’s mine but she’s mine. My daughter. My youngest. My Dawn. If anyone harms her they’ll have to go through a mother’s fury and then some. For no one touches a hair on my girl’s head if they intend to harm. She’s mine. She is a Summers. I will love her and protect her like a mother should. Like the mother I am to her.
I’m honestly so amazed I have reached such an insane milestone on Spike??? The Buffy fandom is comparatively quite small when it comes to other roleplay fandoms, so I’m just so glad so many of you decided to put up with us two assholes. Spike has always been super dear to my heart and I’m so glad I’ve finally got a blog, group of followers, and writing partners that I’m incredibly happy with. I don’t see myself leaving this blog anytime soon, and all you lovely people are to thanks for this. You all make my dash such a great place, and to all you personal blogs that like my threads, and the countless ones that follow me, I see you and I’m so glad you decided my blog was somehow worth following c:
people that prove i’m love’s bitch: (aka my darlings that i couldn’t unlive without)
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: dawn falling asleep with her head in buffy’s lap )
‘ hey, dawn? ‘
the inquiry is soft, mildly curious as she takes the time to shovel another handful of popcorn into her mouth. she’d promised dawn a movie night, so they were sitting on the couch watching cheesy molly ringwald movies —- the summers girls’ favorites. fictional enough to provide a getaway, but not horrible enough to require stunt doubles that looked nothing like their actor counterparts – which buffy, especially, appreciated.
however, when she looks down at her lap where dawn had stationed herself at the beginning of the film and gently brushes back the hair laying in a straight curtain on the side of her face, she notices the slow breathing and the closed lids. a smile plays across buffy’s lips and she dismisses the thought, not wanting to wake her sibling so blissfully enveloped in sleep. it wasn’t often they got peace like that.
Send me ➵ and I will bold all that applies to your muse.
i would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | i dislike you or you annoy me. | i would like to get to know you better. | i pity you. | you confuse me. | i feel indifferent towards you. | i would be friends with you. | i would fight by your side. | i would hug you or hold your hand. | i would kiss you. (on the forehead lmao) | i would sleep with you. | i would lie for you. | i would protect you. | i would fall in love with you. | i would kill for you | i respect you. | you are my family. | i don’t know you.
